Inspired by Music

My heart has been altered.
My motivation is intrinsic yet faulty
My family and friends know only a part of the whole story

How could I have pushed everyone, everyone, everyone away like that and not expect the results?

Really?

Sometimes I like the loneliness. Then I have an excuse to feel sorry for myself and feel like I deserve that pity.

And then I say don’t pity me. I’ll be all right. So I listen to the song and convince myself I can make it.

Sans house,
sans family,
sans dreams,

Never had I ever thought it would turn out this way, but who does?

I don’t know what’s the right thing to do.

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